Hmmm...

Whole day today I was thinking about Her.She came into my life in one second.She

Proud to be a lesbian

Whole my life I knew I am different from other girls.
Since I was very young I felt atracted to a girls.I loved spending time with them,talking,walking even writing to them.All my dreams,wishes and desires were conected with girls.
When I grew up I was more in love with girls,women.
I know I was different and I was proud of being different.
Althou I did had many problems with first parents and all others ragarding my love for woman.Somehaw I married.Theise days I was young fool in love with my  best girl-friend.

She

I fall in love with the most beutiful girl in the world.
It looks like everything is different.Whole month I am spending every minute with Her,most every.
What shall tell you about Her?
Well,she is better side of me.She is wonderful,tender,honest.
She is my caring friend,one and only soulmate and above all I am deeply in love with Her.
She changed my life in so many ways that I can t even describe.
She is my dream come true.She s my fantasy.
I can t find the right way to express my feelings to Her.

Nalazim se na raskrsnici života.
Željela bih da se sve ovo što sada živim promijeni.Toliko sam zadnjih godina načinila kompromisa da sam izgubila zamalo samu sebe.
Cijeli svoj život sam željela nekoga samo svoga,nekoga s kime ću podijeliti sve što imam,znam,mogu i želim.Stvarno sam vjerovala da sam pronašla tu osobu.
Da li se naš život toliko promijenio ili smo se promijenile nas dvije?
Ne znam.
Znam da mi je veoma teško.
Nestao je smjeh iz našega života.Nestala je muzika za koju sam vjerovala da mi je potrebna da bih mogla živjeti.Malo pomalo nestala sam i ja iz našega života.
I sada kada više više ne vidim sunce,kada nema muzike ni osmjeha ostala sam u putinji.
Osakaćena.Osramoćena.Potpuno slomljenih krila.
Da li je vrijeme predaje davno prošlo?
Da li sam previsoko letjela?
Da li sam je dovoljno ljubila?
Ovdje,u pustinji moje duše nalazim se gladna i žedna pogleda,dodira,ispunjenja.
Pomozite mi!
Neka mi netko pomogne poletjeti!
Jer zemlja nije moje prebivalište.Ja sam stvorena za nebeske letove
Stvorena sam samo za ljubav.