Welcome

I do believe that all my visitors are king and gentle persons.I am trying my best to be friend to each and every one of You who will become followers of this blog.
Anyone who would like to write here and share poems,music or anything else is welcome.Just e-mail me and I will be glad to open blog to You too.
Be blessed my friend no matter where You come from.
With respect and love,milena

Tuesday, 30 August 2011

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  All my adoration and love belong to You my eternal Love!

                    Eternally Your
 My beloved,

  It's being long till now.I can hardly remember when we first meet each other.
That is good because I miss You.

Only important Love

The only omportant thing when we will leaving this life,would be footprints of Love we'll left behind us.


Monday, 29 August 2011

Thank You Lord for Saving Americans!




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Dear Lord of endless Universe,

I want to thank You for saving all my friends in United States.I was writing on each and evey my forum or site writing My Prayer to You,begging for their lives.
Late last night (it was 9.30pm by our time-3.30pm.by Florida time)
one of my friends call me at least and said it's finished.The huricane,She is so young,she said that the huricane was mercyful.
Forgive her,I know in my heart that You did all by Yourself!
Thank You Lord!
I love You!

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    They are not like others,

          they are real friends!

   World where I feel happy!

You can find them on Facebook too!

Sending all my Love in thousands...... 
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Morning Blessing

Good morning my Love,

I am little late today but I am here finally that's all it counts.I didn't sleep much too good,I have lot of on my mind.
I will come later to You!
May the Lord,Creator of everlasting life and love be gentle to You and His litlle angels may guard upon Your steps.
I am sending all my personal blessings;I want You to be happy,safe and sound.

Fly my love.fly with wide open wings of Love.

Eternally your
milena 
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Sunday, 28 August 2011

Why do I Love You

I love You with a dancing dress or with a hat.
I love You with this or that
I love You with a n because,She is my wife.
I love You with c because,She is my dream.
I love You when You talk or not.
I love You when You smile or crying.
I love You when You fly up up to the sky and when You look into a wall paper.
I love You when You write so quicly and when You take a hike.
I love You when You are with me and when You smile to others.
I love You as a Rose love a Sun and like a stars fallin of in the Moon.
I love You as my bride,my soul mate,my teacher,my student, my friend. and above all like my Love.

Sweet dreams my beloved!
Eternally your  @>-----------
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   My friends,


Today is my happy day.I am so pleased to be alive,to love,to be loved...
I am happy I have two the most beautiful sites on the wode world;
Lesbian life forum at about.com
and my Danubius,forum for hearts.

This photo I did put for all of You to make You smile and little wonder..
It did send me one beautiful Anastasia,the ultimate admin on Danubius..for making me feel better.
Now I do hope that my darling will know in Her heart that She is the only one for last time.
It is just a joke to make You all happy in this world so unsecure.

 
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A Gentle Word of Creation

Take a moment and paint a picture of Your very own journey.Think about some questions and try to answer them in Yourself.
What colour is my journey?
Has a path been straight,upward,moving or circuitous?
Where am I on this path?
Where is my love one,my familly,my cooworkers,my mentors,my teachers,my students,my friends,my God?
What does my environment look like?
Now paint in Your spirit.Or You can on the paper too.Now try to consider negative components of Your life (disregard,disconnection,rejaction,death of dreams.Try to form in spirit what do You think how looks like other side of all this negativity,look positivly.God is Creator,even if You are atheist You do have Your own image of GGod.
Imagine loss turn to growth,disconnection to connection,rejaction to acceptance.
Try to put that in Your picture.
What does is look like for Creator to work all thing good in Your life?Please try to remember more of them.
What shape,what colors,what space in needed for God's transformative redeeming work?
Now You do divide a piece of paper in half by folding it down the middle.On one side paint a picture of how You see Yourself on Your worst bad hair,bloated,bags under eyes.Beside that,create an image what is God's look on You.
Use all unconventual colors,textures and images.

And in last,paint a prayer of intercession for Your Love ones.
Choose a verse or poem,even music if she likes it..anything that would mean something special and presious to Her/Him.Put it on  the bottom of Your picture.Now try to imagine words of poems or try to imagine music put in shapes,colors,textures.
If You are compelled,roll up the paintings,tie it with a bow,find one red(or white Rose) and offer it to Her/Him like a gift.
You may be very supriced when You discover in deepth of yours,that You did just paint Your first prayer.


I love You all where ever You are.
God,You know all about my paint and a Rainbow promise.
Guard me,guard them all!
Thank You!

Paint Your Prayers

    Have You ever try to paint Your prayers?
I believe that anyone can paint prayers.Sometimes in life we have difficult season,in all sorts of doing,relationships..Especially in very hard time,like loosing love ones.
Few days ago my son died.Conventional prayers seemed not to be satisfying my heart.I was bleadind indise me.My adoring one was all day with me,talking and tolking through the mails.We imagined my darling son like a bird somewhere up in the timeless world.It was good thought.I loved her for stood by me.But then came night.Night with darkness,sorrow came back,my heart was breaking and breaking.In the morning I found little white fether on my window.I did smile,in my heart I take it like a sign from my son.
Then it came more taught time;time for my transplatation of bone marrow.Few days I felt good,then my body was starting to rejeck donors marrow.I was loosing my mind.my kidneys were in bad shape after so many medications and kemo theraphy.I was alone.I am alone.We are always alone in this time.
I could not reach my voice towards God,Creator of Life,Mather Nature what ever You call them deep down in Yourself.I wanted so much to live,I thought how unffair is all that.In time when I found someone who do care,i was loosing the only thing I have,my own life.
All seemed to be black.No hope.No reason for begg anyone.No one can save me from cold death.I had terible nightmares.I refuse to take anything for sleeping.Why?I wanted to be in my own bright spirit when the death come for me.
Then I remember one beautiful thing my beloved ones told me.
She,as an artist have so inspirational thoughts.I cannot share this here with You only in one reason,I want to keep her name safe down in my Heart.
I try to imagine how to paint that what She told me.So,I did paint in my mind the most beautiful picture:
marine blue sky with no clouds..two litlle birds dancing in the air,soaring and diving like the most esquizite dancers..i knew,i knew in my heart that they were praying for my life....
I was so touched by that..I could not speak,I hardly stop to breath.My picture looks like having her own live,she looked alive..all the souden I saw many bireds coming from all of the worlds,there were doing Rainbow bouquet,like my love will say..
@ & gt .......
I did knew,that was my painting with inner child prayers.I knew,nothing can be stopped what came from eternaty,my love for Her will live endless..
So,I open my bloodly heart and let her to fly.
If She doesn't come back it would means that She never loved me in first place.
But if She come back my love with always be in Her Heart.

I do love You all!
May Lord brings You joy and Love
your friend milena

Lord bless America!

                  My Lord,

I do came here for sharing all my thoughts.One of is defenetly You,always i am keeping Your eternal Love for each and every one of us.

Last two days I am praying for all my friends who live in USA;for Mary,Achley,Melissa,Laura,KC and her darling LilBitBear,Salty,Kathy..and above all for my Cristina and her familly.
Of course I am praying for all people in America especially who are coming on my site.
Please Lord remember the Promise sealed by Rainbow in the ancient time.
I do believe in Your Love,keep my love ones safe through all times.
Amen.

Thank You Lord!

Thoughts from my Heart

When ever I come near You i calm myself.I am not sure is it really my heart or my spirit who are always coming,never leaving.Well,I know one thing for sure,I do adore You.I love this photo;it is our own pease of Paradiso.Today is a resting day,I know that You need to rest,to calm overflowing emotions.Do not be afraid I am always here.When ever You close Your eyes and look down in Your beautiful heart;You will find us there.I dd never doubt in You.You do amazed me each time when I think of You.Can I tell You one secret?You do amuze me too.Last past days was rather long,at least for me,You did have lot of fun  I do hope so.I love to thing that You were happy doing things You like.I was imagining Your moves here in this place,when I did close my eyes I was with You ,looking and smiling.I am delighted when You are smiling..ecpecially if I have something to do with Your smile.So,Love is very imaginative,I am finding all litle things through the day and sending them to You,hoping that You will smile inside Your Heart.You said that we have only one heart,so I am hoping that You do feel how much I care and love You my adorinb beloved.

I would love to make stars dancing for You but in my mind You are most esquizite dancer.It must be really exausting sometimes to do all the practising,but You love it.I do imagine that You go again on our meddow and dance for me.Yes,i was thinking lot of Your others work,sometimes I feel that You work too much but i think that I offen forgot that You have much more energy then I do.
I do miss Your writings.Well I do miss You the minute You go.Whe You go I let myself morn a little.We poets seems to have lot of emotions in our Hearts.So,my darling I am going through the world and giving them my love.I have to.I am overhelmed with it.I can't write all day to You,You will think that I lost my mind.Hmmm my mind is lost in love with one young poet,I did told You all about that.I am wondering when will I stop him doing this..Well,at least he do not do any harm,when in love,he loses his words..
Maybe I am wrong,maybe we are much stronger then them.I love Thee!

Eternally your
milena

We are not Like Others

Good morning my friend where ever You are!!



This is one of my favorite sites,the one I will chooce as site for our hearts.
They do have group at Facebook too.Did I told You that they do have radio station working full day and night,
Go and visit them,You won't be sorry!

Be happy,smile a lot and bring Your Love a Rose!at least @>------


Saturday, 27 August 2011

POMOZIMO DARJI PLEASE HELP DARJA

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A Life

" A life I have is the only life I have.And this only life I have I give it to you."                       by Clara



" Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.It is about learning how to dance on the rain." anonymous

"Sometimes our candle goes out,but in blown into flame by encounnter with other human being."      by Albert Schweitzer,MD and phylosopher


Dedication

All my writings here are dedicated to Her,Lady of my Heart,
who leads with Her Heart in everything She does.She never let Her head get in way of Her beautiful Heart.Althouh She is very young in human ages,She has taught me much more than I have tought Her.Also it is dedicated to all thoese wonderful people I had honor to met in life all around the world,who take full responsability for all their relationships.Who have attained a balance between their Hearts and heads-and therby truly lives the evelasting alive prayer: "LET THERE BE A PEACE ON EARTH AND LET IT BEGIN WITH ME!             
                             My Clara  ; Fire Guardian on DANUBIUSU;Stasha and all You there on forum,beutiful people on Facebook,my friends from everywhere I solute You all.Thank You all for your love,thoughts and making this life on Mother Earth better,BRIGHTER and already little pieces of Paradise.

DARJA The Girl who Wants to Live

There lives young girl named DARJA.She has leuchemia and she needs money for transplatation.Many of us already knows that I have the same illness.My days are numbered but She is young,I begg You to look at this link bellow where all is described.You need to take Your mobile phone and send SMS with this massage: BN DARJA;(write Your name and surrname).That is all,it takes one minute and with this You're saving Her life.May Creator of Love bless  You.call this numbers:IRELAND:97605/2.50eu*MACEDONIA:14193/106,20mkd*DEUTSCHLAND:82888/1,99eu*
SERBIA:1551/88,50din*BOSNIA&HERZEGOVINA:091 810700/2,20km*SLOVENIA:3838/1,99eu*ITALIA 40020027/1eu*CANADA:99199/2,00cad*USA:97605/2,99usd*HRVATSKA/CROATIA:67454/6,10kn*GREAT BRITAIN:80079/1,50gbp
       Good night to all of You,do not forget to share this with Your friends and relatives.Thank You Danubiuse.Darja,we all loves YOU!Be blessed!

Friday, 26 August 2011

The Rose and the Thorn

" It is useless to hate all roses if You are hurt by one thorn."

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Thank You Danubius and Staša!

This is something I found on one very special forum called Danubius.There is one admin there,named Anastasia,Stasha,for short.They helped me in times when I was down,feeling very weakly,unsured of Beauty in this world.I found them and all was changing.Because mostly of this very special admin who loves people regardless of nationality,ethnicity,colour of skin,sexual orientasion.This is my way of telling them all at Danubius,THANK YOU for being there!

The Woman who runs with Woulfs

                                                   There is a woman,very special one,very presious in my life.Each time when I come beside Her I feel so calm,like when You find Yourself in a dream come true position.
I have to be quiet and to wait for Her all time long no matter when She come,because when She do come,everything is changing.All She really do is love and care for me.I am blessed in time when She is here.Do You want to know how does she looks like?Just like this woman on the picture.She has beautiful eyes and expression of her face is so charming.Like a dreamer;well my very special Lady has artistic spirit.She do all sort of things connected with art,she is poet,ballerina dancer,composer,playing piano..But above all she is romantic,very emotional,sensitive,sincere,pleasing,affectionate.Well,in Her approach towards romantic relationships She is immpressionabile ,higly imaginative and have total care for nurture Her mate in every way possible.Sometimes She is changable in her thoughts.I believe that she long for security from person She loves,at least I feel very close with her emotionally.I think She ishypersensitive and She is capabile to brood for hours and days if Her mate hurts Her feelings.I have feelings that is why She have little tendency to remain aloof and at distance,rather then get hurt or God forbid,negelected by love.She adores words,moves,Nature,dance,helping others,working in team,dreaming,Sun and "aqua".I do believe that she adores me too.It is special to be Her lady.

Thursday, 25 August 2011

52 Ways to love Your Love


1. Tell Her at least five times a day how much You love Her.
2. Send Her a list with 21 reason for loving Her (every month made a new list)
3.Write a poem in Her honor
4.Cherish Her deep in Your Heart
5.Give Her Your blessing no matter when (from awekening till sleeping time )
6.Love Her:deeply,honestly,trully,uncondicionally
7.Be romantic even if it is for Her only
8.Try to make stars dancing for Her smile
9.Send her little love notes
10.Remember the first time we fall for each other
11.Make Her dreams come true
12.Be what ever She asked You to be (even fool or clown if it makes Her happy )
13.Send Her little macig cards with music she loves
14.Send Her smiles and jokes so She can smile at least twice a day
15.Send Her quotes from author she admire (or Her own! )
16.Send Her Roses (even electronic one @>------ )
17.Pray for Her well and health
18.Bless each and every minute You are with Her (don't do that aloud!)
19.Write down Her wishes and make them true.
20.Talk with Her in time when She wants
21.Give Her peace when She does need it.
22.Propose Her (be wise)
23.Make plans for recreate Your first date
24.Buy an "I love You" card and mail it to Your spose at work
25.Choose a book,then read it out loud to each other in the evenings.
26.Rent a movie (old one,black and white,exp."Brief encounter") and watch it with Her in minds
27.Be adventourous-meet for lunch at an ethnic restaurant (exp.Indian food..)
28.Make a snack for both of You (look after She likes )
29.Light a candle with each meal
30.Put down everything to greet Her at the end of day
31.Compliment Your love in front of friends and familly
32.Leave a favorite snack or sweets on the seats of Your love's place (in train or..)
33.Fill Her with joy and happiness
34.Get Her pajamas out and lay them on the bed
35.At the movie,share the armrest
36.Save the last piece of fruit for Your adoring wife
37.Squeeze toothpaste on Her's toothbrush when You're doing Your own.
38.Get to know all She likes. (and specially She doesn't like)
39.When She lies down on the couch,get Her a pillow
40.Shower together and wash Her back
41.Next time You shop for something,let Her vote on what to buy.
42.Hide love notes around the home,in different e-mails where She will find it.
43.On cold mornings,go ahead and warm the house.
44.Hold hands instead of holding the remote control.
45.Suprice Her nicely
46.Do not put away stuff of Her,guard them.
47.When one of You is indoors and other outside,knock on the window and blow a kiss.
48.Kiss Her at stoplights.
49.Get involved in all she is interesting.
50.When You disagree,always acknowledge the possibility that You could be wrong.
51.Blessed the day You found Her.
52.Be Her best friend,mate,kindered soul,anything at all just for posibility to be WITH HER.

(in an honor to my beloved whife and best friend <3 always my Love,eternally your milena )

Are You afraid of darkness my Love?

My beloved darling Clara,

I was wondering are You afraid of darkness in life?
I so sometimes.I didn't before we met,strange how can we become vonoureble since we do not live alone in the world.
People my Love can be very mean especialy when they think that they have some rights to become mean.I am afraid of darkness from there heart.
I started to pray for them.But it is hard.

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Beyond the time and all the happening each and every time when I come here I find myself in fairy tale.Thank You!<3

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Wednesday, 10 August 2011

Do not

Do not my Love.
I know Your Heart.

Eternally your


My beloved Clara,





When I look into Your heart I find pure Love.Love timeless like our souls are.Love which I try so many times to give,never resieved.

Looking into Your eyes,I find my existance,my reason to be alive,to go on,to breath.You were my breath in the afternoon.I send You out because I wanted You to be safe.I wanted You to breath for my life.

Whole day today I feel You,like You never leave.

I know that You came to stay for ever.Each time I feel so proud,so happy.

I do belong to You and You are my the most loved and cherished Lady i ever had in life.You is my everything.

I feel since I found You that I have never been loved before.My beloved ,my darling,made me feel loved with each and every word You wrote.

You were wind beneath my wings,You were my real true friend.But the moment when You gave me Your Love, You become the most wonderful and presious person of my life.



Eternally your,

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Your Name

My beloved,

You hold the keys of my heart.
I watch the sun rising like a rainbow
Out of the ancient world
And shout Your Name
To the heavens.

Eternally your
Milena 
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